:.Hi readers.. enjoy ur stay.:

2012-01-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

Bad customer service.

2012-01-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

Pj gt depreciated.

2012-01-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

Never the same before, now, anymore.

2012-01-25T08:48:00.002+08:00

I hate long bus rides. Too much time for the past to swirl in..

2012-01-23T19:20:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY to allll..

eeyore hunt~

2012-01-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

duper double rainbow marshmellow.. so pretty.. wish i was there..

2012-01-18T01:13:00.000+08:00

Days

Weeks

Months

2012-01-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

Dream High MV - Dream High by Suzy Taec Soohyun & Wooyoung [Eng Sub]

2012-01-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

2012-01-01T12:17:00.008+08:00

READY?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

pj:"lets go station countdown. let me b the first to tap into the station, b the first passenger of SMRT!"

yes.. vivo was crowded with many many humans. but nt as much as marina of coz.

2012~

To rmb the memories.
To embrace the future.
To nuture n mould ourselves towards our goal.

Cheeros to 8 yrs friendship.
Welcome the 9th yr.

Still counting.(:

2011-12-25T22:17:00.003+08:00

season greetings! uuuu whoooo(:

im loving google.com... haha.. so sweet of them to create such lovely tune n animation.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

Know the history and significant of xmas goodies?

click to find out more ((:

http://elsonsoh.blogspot.com/2011/12/christmas-trivia.html

2011-12-23T12:34:00.001+08:00

munch oreo n get blackie

2011-12-22T22:48:00.001+08:00

hit it!!!

http://gothamist.com/2011/11/03/barrel_rolls_tilt_pig_latin_and_oth.php

2011-12-22T19:45:00.002+08:00

READ IT!!!

http://www.dailydealmedia.com/642googles-let-it-snow-is-not-an-egg/

(http://strongsville.patch.com/articles/let-it-snow-0fdee5ca)

and

HIT IT!!!

""In the meantime, join millions in typing "let it snow" in a Google search and watch what happens.
You can clear it up by hitting the "defrost" button or by "scraping" with your mouse.""

hearts(: realli made my day. pretty google(:

2011-12-16T01:38:00.001+08:00

*dropjaws*

o.O

2011-12-12T01:43:00.008+08:00

video sharing session!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *stop the background music first*

she can coordinate the 3 instruments so well tgt. it's like she has more than 2 brainy...

The one below is another short sharing. A 20 yr old girl who only started playing on piano when she's ard 18yrs old.

Last one...

2011-12-10T12:49:00.001+08:00

was telling bestie tt i kept seeing "Nick" everywhere recently. be it in person or name.. roars.. den nw.. youtube... ta-dahh.. "Nick", again.

Welcome to the season of *drumroll* ------'Nick'-------

2011-12-09T12:18:00.001+08:00

可以的话，我想再感受多一次。(:

2011-11-26T17:05:00.003+08:00

hotmails or snail mails?

personally i still think snail mail is the best.(: with the fav person's own unique font and font size. more importantly, touch factor. browsing thru the mails i've gt recently, all r bills... roars.. means more n more of my moolah going to fly fly flew away. realli appreciate all the hand written things i've gt this yr. thank *u* especially. (: at least i still noe u r there.

http://youtu.be/mgB9UxnSgVg

2011-11-26T08:39:00.001+08:00

juz as i tot might happen.. 1 yr ago. nw it indeed happen. JOKE.

2011-11-26T01:23:00.002+08:00

sometimes, im still think of you.

i saw our neoprints. i rmb the things u did for me.

when im stress over exams, the way u care for me.

the passport with the chop of the place where i went to find u.

u forgotten them all.

too fast.

i knew when u start mentioning abt her name.

anyway mayb im right to breakup with u. since u change heart rather fast.

super heng i cherish the thing which belongs to me.

2011-11-23T22:14:00.002+08:00

onion onion poot poot poot. im smelling bits of freedom. n everything seems to have the power to brighten me up.

deprived of slp yet nt feeling tired lately. tt's nt good.

plus packed with exams,

E(Testscore)= B0 + B1(study) +B2(Dsleep) -B3(wastetime)+u

2011-11-18T11:22:00.000+08:00

stress :(

*pull hair*

it could have turn out the other way.

2011-10-30T02:32:00.004+08:00

a promise not to break

to break but yet is forgiven, if one inform at least.

to forget a promise one once made

n is not the first time, is hurtful n saddening.

edep nowd utrh cseua menat sho umch .

2011-10-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

back to cvmb after 6 yrs of grad. ((:

2011-10-18T11:34:00.001+08:00

mummy once said that black ants dun bite.
pj now say black ants bite.

2011-09-26T17:32:00.001+08:00

time to move on.

study hard cai pei zhen.

2011-09-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

like a elmo.

somethings

sometimes

ponders.

Coldplay - The Scientist

2011-09-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

2011-09-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

a little complain i wish to rant

it'll be nice if i could swallow it down

a little wish i want to make

it'll be nice if i've good command of eng

v tired of everything

trying to put in the shoe of all

but turn out this way i hate to c

how i wish i could juz slp it away

n it will b gone forever.

hatred, tired n complain no more.

2011-08-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

it's pretty pretty. just in front of my eyes. at the back of the kitchen. out of the windows, go boom boom boom. Fireworks. yes. did see fireworks. no joke.

someone muz b damn daring to put fireworks here. lucky nv bomb my place.

i dun mind u put agn. pretty max...

2011-08-27T10:53:00.000+08:00

dad laughed at my last toe.

n commented on my cui face.

2011-08-10T18:54:00.001+08:00

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
就代表又对我的心撒了多少谎
但每次我都选择选择相信
相信你是爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神我很窒息
难道你没有看见看见我对你的好
还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

Music~

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神我很窒息
难道你没有看见看见我对你的好
还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事
只是问心无愧讽刺也无所谓

我说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真

还在期待会有奇迹出现
还在期待会有奇迹出现

2011-08-09T22:26:00.005+08:00

i juz wan to make it white.

2011-08-07T13:24:00.001+08:00

they r juz sweet. hee. cute. (:

go n kidnap them. teehee. jk.(:

2011-08-04T23:41:00.001+08:00

every song played today sound so sad.

2011-08-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

''You will find, as you look back upon your life, that the moments that stand out are the moments when you have done things for others.'' -Henry Drummond

2011-07-31T02:14:00.002+08:00

a DSLR camera is damn awesome.

wahhh nw i noe y ppl love it so much

i start to appreciate it especially when c-ing ppl using it to capture night scenes.

i wan one too~~~ haha.. *u think i can afford?* haha.

n i seriously think my phone camera is so much better in capturing the fireworks than tt canon camera. a disappointment to the camera.

anyhow the fireworks~~~ damn awesome tonight. the duration is longer than last week.

2011-07-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

bought development for 500 points. holy.

VA-ed throughout the holiday.

self declare MC tml.

cough for days. bad cough roasted my throat.

2011-07-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

a zillion pixels microscope to c in depth a person.

a character evolve as time goes by.

pretticiousnight(:

2011-07-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

one thing new i learnt to dae.

a dilated eye looks like a dead fish eye.

2011-07-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

simple things made a day.

patient gave me packet of pens after dilating his eyes.

maybe a simple act warm someone, in turn his way of expressing his thank to us , warms us too.

so far, receiving a smile from friendly patient or a 'thank u' often made my day.

this is wad motivates a employee in service line.

but tt was towards end of work.

disgusted ppl oso appear during work. they simply think they r god. we ppl cnt waste any of their time. they juz think time is precious for them. nt we the service associates cheat on them, ask them come early n wait. but cant they understand there's inpatients, walk-in patients, ed patients etc etc arriving on tt very dae. making a fuss out of themselves. n in the end get nothing but the shiokness of scolding us. this realli makes u happy? accept it n let us make ur day, isnt it better? so unhappy for wad. tsk. human humans humanssss.. complicated.

2011-07-08T23:53:00.002+08:00

i think im selfish but i think im right.

to learn to give in only to things which i think im right.

time is nearing, reality sets in.

hoping things get fine as days pass by.

everyone have different views, to please everyone is impossible.

finding it tough to give in to the other side when u

oways thinking u may be right.

things start falling apart,

one day maybe till beyond repair.

dunno wad's future holds us up to.

hope time n patience tide us by.

2011-07-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

tt one last week of work.

means alot to me.

i realize i haven get over last sem. need the time badly to recharge.

i didnt realize it means so much to me till my agent refuse to let me go.

i want to quit badly.

life so meaningness.

i dunno wad i want anymore.

i dunno wad i like.

2011-06-30T18:44:00.003+08:00

did i misinterpret the paragraph wrongly?? :(

can sch juz end fast?

#grumpy#

2011-06-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

i dun understand y they dun understand me.

2011-06-28T20:40:00.004+08:00

Farewell tanjong pagar train station. everybody seems very enthu in grabbing their very last chance to sit in the trip to malaysia.

zoo seems like some kiddo paradise. kids love to beg their parents to bring them there when they r young. also in hope tt parents can understand n permit them to pat the animals without complaining it dirty. n wee, we can touch goats in berlin zoo. kids' smiles are valueless, so naive n innocent. ((:

2011-06-25T00:15:00.001+08:00

no modules to take. :(

2011-06-19T02:32:00.001+08:00

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them

2011-06-17T00:53:00.001+08:00

一个‘吃’‘打豹’

blur~

tired. deprive of slp everidae. 6 hrs of slp everidae. i miss my 10 hrs of slp.

2011-06-12T03:04:00.001+08:00

distance a big test.

hw i wish everithing go back to the very beginning where things started so happily n blissful.

mixed feelings.

bloated un-comfy.

2011-06-08T00:33:00.003+08:00

i love honeydew sago. ((:

back to ttsh working as PSA. holy.. no time for a drink. standing whole dae long. 5th dae ended n im feel so exhausted. time flies real fast in the clinic. even though is's a required procedure to look at the time for every case sheet processed. i didnt even realize tt time flies tt fast till the crowd get lesser n lesser.

i feel my brain go abit retarded as time goes by. i noe i nd slp badly yet im still here rotting like there's no work tml.

anyhow i love my holidays. i feel like nuaing at home!!! ahhhh...

2011-05-29T23:58:00.001+08:00

loves~

2011-05-27T03:29:00.001+08:00

it's so quiet now. 2130 berlin.

2011-05-27T03:18:00.003+08:00

i miss london!!! the breeze the air the place. an awesome place to go. really.

2011-04-15T13:46:00.001+08:00

At least i'm trying..
It's hard to reject, but how I wish I can have the courage to tell u.

2011-04-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

rain rain rained. :(

2011-04-12T00:32:00.001+08:00

when efforts dun pay off, it make me feel even more tired.

2011-04-11T23:22:00.001+08:00

SO SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

2011-04-10T21:34:00.003+08:00

i want a fillet-o-fish meal, fillet-o-fish add cheese dun wan tar tar sauce.

drink i want change to green tea.

no upsize.

sauce to go with: garlic chilli sauce, mayonaise, n tar tar sauce.

gee

2011-03-28T19:39:00.001+08:00

where is my coffee? ain't it suppose to be in the fridge?

2011-03-27T11:44:00.002+08:00

i shall write a post to motivate myself.

i am starting to have back that feeling when i managed to get myself into tp a few years ago. how much i cherish that opportunity given to me to mug and excel in tp despite that lousy results i've gt. i've proved myself that i can make it to now. and proved that NA people actually can still mak their way through. and gt my besties to support me whenever i fall.

though everytime i've tried my best, i got lousy results, i consoled myself that it is way too competitive for me. indeed in some ways. but some might think that such thing don't exist. it's not practical to think this way, that to excel u have to put in effort etc etc. but i just don't know why i always end up with the same results. seriously, i've tried my best.

and now, i think i'm given that chance again to fight back my micro, i should mug and not regret again. i know it's not gonna be as easy as i said. i must try my best. micro has been a dead killer.

not forgetting other modules also, especially my ssa. start to worry about that when i see the past year questions for my upcoming tut. and i hate class participation so much that i couldn't wait for next week's tutorial to end and hope that's the last.

back to mugging. :(

2011-03-24T11:20:00.001+08:00

Feeling lethargic... :(((((((

2011-03-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

MY ITOUCH DO TALK!!!

2011-03-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

((:

ssa proj finally down todae.

((:

2011-03-12T02:33:00.002+08:00

i afraid after i slp, i will not b able to wake up. i dun wan to miss out the previous moments.

2011-03-10T11:48:00.000+08:00

micro screwed once agn.

2011-03-09T23:51:00.001+08:00

nt feeling well. :(((

give me a wk of holiday lea. i nd it badly.

2011-02-28T16:03:00.001+08:00

2011-02-28T16:00:00.004+08:00

知不知道.

2011-02-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

suddenly, i misses those secondary times when i look like a nerd? noo...

im missing those times when i could juz walk a few miles to sch. meeting junli downstair of my hse n walk to sch every sat for a-maths lesson. till she drop out of the class. meeting xiuxiang to band on fri and sat n every sessionals...n a clique of us 4 during band(me, yin, shan n yu). our promise to contact one another after grad failed badly i guess. lesser n lesser contacts.. but i gt to clique with eliza, caris n pei yong.

frens comes by n poof gone. i oways dun believe tt frenship dun last foreva coz i know it can be sustained. i still believe frenship last especially those which dun comes easily, so i treasure n cherish them lots.

2011-02-22T23:17:00.001+08:00

mentally ill.

2011-02-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

i nd some perk points.

2011-02-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

feels like driving.

feels like watching anime.

feels like playing clarinet.

feels like getting away from sg.

feels like........................................................

2011-02-05T01:04:00.001+08:00

just realise i haven had dinner.

2011-02-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

clumsy dumphy clumsy.

i cocked one of my front tooth to the edge of the table juz when im reaching for something on the table, seated down on floor. still hurts. :(

2011-02-01T23:40:00.001+08:00

im irritated n frustrated with myself . i shouldnt come uni la. i dun like readings at all. i hate to read.

2011-02-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

thanks wen!!! u know y im thanking u here((:

2011-01-23T16:15:00.007+08:00

it was the smiles on their faces, the laughters they gt and the moment of receiving thanks which made me feel tt those time n effort put in are worth it. n nt forgetting the 2 good frens which made the journey happier..(:

2011-01-19T02:06:00.003+08:00

i know i need slp badly. yet im still in front of lappie doing stuffs like reformatting my lappie so that it wun give me trouble during the sem.

but it's still feel feverish hot as per usual.

im glad it's gonna be over soon.! (:

2011-01-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

is like being tied and the wind keep blowing. it then burst, become smaller or blown away.

now being tied down by flu bugs. sooner by school. a different feeling going back to lectures. a new start agn.((: mug hard this sem.

2010-12-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

IM BORED!!!!!!

everyone seems like having fun outside now.:(

2010-12-31T20:33:00.002+08:00

wee. a trade-in of old camera to new camera IXUS 130.

it seems like there's many things to do. but i dun feel like doing it. i think i will juz nua through. can't wait for it to end!!!

something gain back during this holiday!?! i think we r getting used to it oreadi la. but im still glad.

yr 2010 gonna end in abt 3 hrs time. mannnnnn.. gonna have 2+3 candles on my bdae cake next yr. -.-

happy new year to all in advance!!

2010-12-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

i want a white white christmas!!

happy happy rotting my day off ytd n the day before doing some window shopping.
now i realli have no feel at all to do props next wk. but somehow, cnt escape from it. sigh.

my wish for christmas is, i want time to slow down on 24th n 25th. dunno y. slow down my holidays pls. i haven had any fun yet.

bestie wishes her hair to be flatten this christmas. so im going to accompany her for her rebonding session tml. m going to have a trim of fringe, ppl r teasing my fringe, waving at my right eye to c if i can c them wave. tsk.. pls dun let me become a noob after tml.

it seems like NTU peeps finally ended their last paper today. waiting for gathering!!!

bf said i dreamt while he's watching tv.
i turned to him said " wah, so cool".
bf: what's so cool?
unknowingly, i replied: this place kong kong (empty) de
bf: then?
i replied: ke yi shoot penguin

so bf tot im shooting penguins in my dream. i cnt rmb i dreamt of tt.

I WANT KINDER SURPRISE! not KINDER JOY.

2010-12-21T09:44:00.002+08:00

i tried so hard only to find myself either running on the same spot or backwards. So tired.

but i guess ive learnt to tk it easy, and the pain is not as much as b4. fading away faster and faster each sem.

2010-12-21T08:54:00.002+08:00

i think i really did that paper badly unknowingly. really really really hate uni.

2010-12-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

TIRED. SIAN.

2010-11-30T16:00:00.000+08:00

i swallowed my chipped tooth.

panickpanickpanick*

2010-11-25T14:52:00.002+08:00

instead of complaining how tough n how badly i foresee i will score for 2104. i sld jolly well tk these time to mug now so tt i will not regret much after the paper.

2010-11-24T19:18:00.001+08:00

im brooding over mnb. :( i think i did badly. :( i hate myself.

2010-11-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

SICK and TIRED.

2010-11-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

msg sent. no replies.

i shall nt msg the one who dun bother to reply msg at all FULL STOP

nobody cares.

2010-11-03T19:52:00.002+08:00

in order to make full use of my holiday,coming up soon like a mth away. i wanted to online purchase novels but to no avail since i cldn find enough ppl to share cost of another book from the offer bundle. aya, is lazy to find. :S

hav my plan scheduled for a genting trip in dec, 3 days 2 nights with my bunch of crazy galfrens. but i dun look forward to the amusement park though especially the suicide vertical machine which cld create heart attack for me. for this, im old to take it. nono pls..instead i look forward for the feel of getting away from the small red dot more and for the quality time spend catching up tgt.

n will be busying planning for christmas celebration for the seniors. oya, was thinking whether shld i join as a committee for CSC day. this will keep me very busy n pack in dec. assistant programmer, shld i?

oyea, i look forward to this coming PH. means i cld end my wk after tml's lesson!

i hope i can conquer those exams. tough days ahead. prepare me red bulls.!!!!n hope they really give me wings so tt i hav more time!!! more time now. n i promise to give my slppy mind a long break in lala land after 1st of dec.

2010-11-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

when i start feeling empty., my mind wanders.

2010-11-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

NOW is the period which i hate most.

i wan play. but feel guilty when think of it. so i restrict myself from playing.

now my only entertainment is TV, 1 hr of tv break. how sad. but the rest of the time spent on books aint tt productive oso. SAVE ME!!!!

2010-10-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

gt a feeling im going to sick agn.. stupid weather. :(

2010-10-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

how i wish he is with me now.

2010-10-13T16:24:00.001+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

someone wrote this n i feel like sharing it.

2010-10-13T10:10:00.003+08:00

i dun feel like studying!!! :( whenever i think of those uncomplete/untouch webcasts n reading materials, it turns me off immediately.

this sem is disastrous. like totally.

2010-10-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

i tot i cld tk a short breather n do my catch ups this wkend. then i realize next wk gt term test agn.

i hate insects invading my house especially this overwhelming responses from those uninvited cockroaches. They r found dead on the kitchen floor when i gt hm. It's like bombs implanted from kitchen to toilet, i scared i will step on their bodies. Damn gross. Gross ttm.